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Thursday, September 23, 2010
The Gateway of Dreams!
Quite late, but better late than never! (n' this doesn't just pertain to this blog entry, but also to what the blog entry pertains to :))
The Prelude
It started back in November/December 2009, when I, after a telephonic conversation with one of my close friends, asserted in an SMS reply, “Within 8 months from now, I'll be back to EC, either in a classroom or in a cubicle!”. It sounded like a prophecy, but perhaps was nothing more than just a consolation to those burning questions that my brother and one of my roommates had already asked me and I had deferred answering them as I didn't really have answers, nor did I expect to find them. This assertion came as a promise that I'd have the answer someday.
June 2010- First week: when I decided not to honour the interview call latter from IISc Bangalore, it was clearly, I was abandoning the 'classroom' return, and the 'cubicle' return was not even remotely visible at that stage.
July 2010 – Last week: I had resigned from Belzabar following Samsung's offer but the lack of conviction was apparent. The 8 months' time was approaching and perhaps, the One Who has better plans for me, than I have for myself, knew it was time to act, and I had a mail asking to appear for the interview on July 30th, at ST-Ericsson. “Multimedia division – Audio Codecs – ARM Processor. I KNOW ARM – Thanks to Sasken – rest I'll pull through – God willing!”, was what the reaction was like.
My old laptop was completely dysfunctional and another friend of mine who was also my colleague at Sasken had sent me the material to study, which I couldn't before the date approached. But then, it was all together a different script that day – an extempore in every sense.
The Journey through omens
My first omen was the interview date itself. 3 years back, on July 30th, 2007, I had experienced the elation of holding Sasken's offer letter immediately after one round each of the Technical and HR interview. Why did He choose this date, and why did He make me remember it. Well, the answers were all to unveil soon.
"When you really want something, the entire universe conspires for you to achieve that" claims Paulo Coelho in 'The Alchemist'. I had fallen in love with the novel for its beautiful allegory and adorable quotations. While traveling in the metro that morning towards the Golf Course Metro Station to reach the ST Office for the interview, I saw a person reading a book in that moderately crowded train. The line was "Before you came, I was thinking about how much time I had wasted in the same place, while my friends had moved on", and I felt a peculiar sense of familiarity with this sentence, and an acute pain somewhere. Moments later, that person turned the page, and I got a glimpse of another set of lines, which were
"Maktub," the merchant said, finally. "What does that mean?" "You would have to have been born an Arab to understand," he answered. "But in your language it would be something like 'It is written.' "
The last 3 words caused an immediate surge of emotions. It was The Alchemist! "Within 8 months, I'll be back to EC, either in a classroom or in a cubicle" was reverberating in my mind. I had had my 2nd omen, and I had to put some tough efforts to keep myself in emotional control. I was due for a rigorous interview process subject to my qualifying the written test.

A whole day packed with interviews including questions like "You quit Sasken because you were afraid of getting laid out", and putting a brave face - with every single response as candid as it could get.
[The question came from someone who I hold in very high regards today. The person who told us how “Exemplary professionals are exemplary human beings first”, and happens to be my manager-cum-cubicle mate today].
So many questions on Electronics, the terms that I had fallen in love with during college but never really got to face them in an interview were all coming up now, and except DSP, it never felt like I was 'out-of-touch'. Another power boost came at the lunch table at that big cafeteria of ST which so much reminded of the Sasken cafeteria, one of the interviewers (my manager now) spoke to me about one close friend of mine (the only one at NITH whose home I have visited) whom they had interviewed 2 years back. I was more than astonished, and since I had already used the 2 bits allocated to keep the omen count (at 11 - that's binary) now, I didn't want to consume an extra bit for that, so concentrated on the food. The day went on and on and the final round concluded with me reciting one of my poems to the head of the Multimedia Team. He liked it, and I was just to exhausted to react by that time.
The Silent Surge
On my way back to Janakpuri, I realized how I had lived a dream that day, which I didn't even know, would realize or vanish, but was thrilled to have lived that. I could just express my feelings as this. My lost paradise still beheld me, and my heart was filled with awe, optimism and gratitude, to God and to all those friends who kept me going, by motiviating, or even by asking those questions, which I now realize were so instrumental in my making the assertion that later set the tone of this comeback.
The days passed. The offer letter, the refusal to Samsung, the exit from Belzabar and finally the joining day at ST Ericsson – that too with perfect timing with regards to other crucial events. August flew so fast taking me into September 6th, the day that, as my friend pointed out, was meant to Welcome me to The Gateway of Dreams.
I was greeted by my characteristic pre-event nervousness on the eve of joining. A telephonic conversation with a friend helped mitigate that. I reached the ST campus by boarding a company bus from a bus stop that was a good 2.5 km away (I didn't know of the other stop that was barely 200 meters from my Janakpuri residence, then). The insecurities of Day-1 were nowhere on Day-2.From an extremely weird souding (reading) username, to a cubicle mate having the same first name as mine, to a huge fleet of buses, to an office having a charming architectural design and a vast green campus and a cool cafeteria, to extremely supporting, caring, friendly and knowledgable senior collaegues, to an intimidatingly large SVN revision number, to an unparallely inspiring poster hanging on each cubicle wall, to that Orange coloured Id-Access card strip, to the wonderful 'Let's create it' tagline, to having a 1997 passout NITH senior in my team, it's been just too overwhelming an experience, and a beautiful promise of a memorable and cheerful journey ahead. TOUCH WOOD! :)
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
googly woogly woosh
First, I was happy at the prospect of meeting the mother-sister duo after quite some time. I had the news of Khushi growing more 'shaitaan' n' dynamic, so was excited. What follows is an anthology of anecdotes!
The Name Matters ;)
It was good to see her pronounce my name correctly - followed by the suffix 'mama'. (Last time she had changed 'Abhishek' to something which even the best of LNA's and forward error correction networks won't be able to reconstruct as 'Abhishek').
Karthik Calling Karthik ;)
It started on Sunday itself and we saw her calling her friend (no, not Karthik!) on a red colored 'cell-phone' which was actually a 1.5V cell operated mantra player which on switching on would play "Gayatrai Mantra' in repeat mode. She explained why she could not visit her house, n' how n' where she'd meet her next, n' what all things they need to get ready to play when they meet next! No wonder, I looked in utter astonishment at this blithe display of imagination. When my mother n' brother went to market, she made a 'call' to them using her new-found cell phone n' 'ordered' them to come back n' bring some chocolates! Whew!
The case of missing parents!
So, while we had 4 generations in our house for these 3 days (Khushi, her mother i.e. my didi, my mother's late sister's daughter, my mother n' my maternal grandmother) n' Khushi could distinguish between 'Naani senior' and 'Naani junior' by addressing the latter as 'Maasi Naani', she had some real trouble comprehending the rest of family chart! So, while she knew that her late grandmother (my mother's sister) n' my father were "stars in the sky", she didn't quite understand what relationship I and my brother held with her 'maasi naani'. This is reflected by her innocent but yes, embarrassing questions!
(About my brother) "Ye maasi naani ke bete hain kya ?" (To an affirmative answer) "Itna bada beta kaise ho gaya " :o
(To me) "Aapke Mummy papa to hai hi nahi!" (3 attempts to make her understand that I'm the son of her maasi naani (ex-officio her 'mama'), all failed!)
n' the climax was when she told me to "go back to my home!" "Aap apne ghar kab jaoge!"
Barbaad ho gaye!
Yesterday, I and my brother had a 'nice' argument because he got a minor injury due to making the wrong assumption that I'd put the motorcycle in Neutral while it actually was in the second gear. He wanted me to take the (moral ??) responsibility of his injury (and any infection it might result into .. he stopped short of asking for compensation though) and I was firm at my point that he could have used the clutch which would have worked irrespective of the bike being in gear or in neutral. So, while this went on at high decibel levels, we did have a giggle at Khushi's (who was really getting irked at it) remark. "Mai kya karu in dono ka .. inhone to muze barbaad hi kar diya hai" :D
Saara desh!
Perhaps a consequence of her recent participation in 15th August programmes, she's using the phrase "saara desh" without having any idea of what it means. So, when Didi dropped a box of snacks, n' the snacks fell down all around, she exclaimed "Saara desh gira diya!" n' when she almost fell from the bike herself while trying to get down hastily, she was quick to react "bach gaye .. abhi saara desh ganda ho jaata!"
Amul paneer nahi khaoge to aise ho jaoge!
Citing my reasons as 'milk acts as a soporific to me', I had got some respite from drinking milk daily. Khushi was keenly observing it for 2 days that while my brother and she herself and Didi did have milk/coffee/tea, I used to have neither. The third day, she actually confronted me with her question as to why I was not having milk. I said "muze nahi peena" n' she was brilliant with her apropos remark. "Haddiyaan weak ho jayengi .. boodhe ho jaoge, doodh nahi peoge to"! Thankfully, my brother wasn't privy to this conversation otherwise this would have made news on Facebook or would have got circulated as SMS joke! ;)
Well .. I had thought I would study all these days.. but anyway.. Thank you Khushi !
Friday, July 30, 2010
Coming home to 1110-1100
कितनी करूणा कितने संदेश
पथ में बिछ जाते बन पराग;
गाता प्राणों का तार तार
अनुराग भरा उन्माद राग;
आँसू लेते वे पथ पखार|
हंस उठते पल में आर्द्र नयन
धुल जाता होठों से विषाद,
छा जाता जीवन में बसंत
लुट जाता चिर संचित विराग;
आँखें देतीं सर्वस्व वार|
जो तुम आ जाते एक बार ||